I think I’ve been Californicated. 

For those of you unfamiliar with Californication, I suggest you indulge. After finishing the series I cannot help but relate to hank moody and distinctly know where he’s going wrong or right by experience. The brilliance, wit and kander of hank moody is constantly met with literal misfortune and innocent decisions that always take a turn for the worse. He is constantly reminded of how he can’t get his shit together, yet is regarded by most as successful. But whenever he is there’s something that pulling him back, something that is beyond his control but yet is at the mercy of. There is an indisputable sense of talent and ambition; a sense of awareness; a realist with a sense of what perfect is. He knows the love of his life is in front of him but simply comes around too late and can’t figure it out. It’s always one more chance or one last time yet like the boy who cried wolf when it actually was time, Karen was long gone. Just when things are going right his wife and daughter begin to cut him out or an outrageous coincidence happens. He can’t save himself from what seems to be deus ex macchina just ruining the day. The instant feeling of replacement shocks hank. He realizes they’re happier without him and let’s them go because he’s as Becca put it “out of the picture.” Hank vilifies himself instead to protect her happiness and keep her away. It’s this interesting moment where one weighs their own happiness with that of whom they love. It goes completely against his creed, to never give up. But when it’s there in front of you, one can only ask themselves, what greater love is there to sacrifice ones own selfish happiness for the happiness of your other. Hank shares another trait. The knack for indirectly pushes those he loves away. He is constantly in battle with the person who loves him most and has gotten to the point where he’s hurt her so much she cannot forgive him or herself in order to be with him. And unfortunately, the same is slowly happening to his daughter. Somehow, maybe for the sake of the show, they’ve held on for years, 16 in Karen’s case. But in my experience these situations end during the queens of dog town scene at whiskeys where Hank is quickly replaced by the nice guy with all the right words, a simple surrender at the obvious and sacred joy that hank is no longer a part of. So as Hank as well as many leaves, he has nothing. 

All he has is the next helpless girl with with a smile.


My boy can rap.

This dudes damn name is confidential but for label’s sake, it’s Bellis.

Listen to the kid; hide ya kids, hide ya wives and shit go hide in ya basement cus he’ll probably shit on you too.

Special thanks to Durkin for the beat box kid.

Romney v Obama


Seriously. Our election is between a half black man and a Mormon. Why can’t our candidates be normal? And obviously that begs the question, what is normal. But thats not what I plan to talk about so lets not waste time.

Recently there was this whole video leak from a private fundraiser dinner with Mitt Romney and it wasn’t the most sensible and lacked solidarity. Basically, it was a conversation where any political leader would easily have in a small environment and have everyone nod their heads in agreement but if said on national TV would enrage millions. Which is exactly what happened.

This is what was said that was so looked down upon (if you already know, just skip down):

“There are 47 percent of the people who will vote for the president no matter what. All right, there are 47 percent who are with him, who are dependent upon government, who believe that they are victims, who believe the government has a responsibility to care for them, who believe that they are entitled to health care, to food, to housing, to you-name-it. That that’s an entitlement. And the government should give it to them. And they will vote for this president no matter what…These are people who pay no income tax.”

Romney went on: “[M]y job is is not to worry about those people. I’ll never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives.”


Romney told the contributors that “women are open to supporting me,” but that “we are having a much harder time with Hispanic voters, and if the Hispanic voting bloc becomes as committed to the Democrats as the African American voting block has in the past, why, we’re in trouble as a party and, I think, as a nation.” When one attendee asked how this group could help Romney sell himself to others, he answered, “Frankly, what I need you to do is to raise millions of dollars.” He added, “The fact that I’m either tied or close to the president…that’s very interesting.”


“We speak with voters across the country about their perceptions. Those people I told you—the 5 to 6 or 7 percent that we have to bring onto our side—they all voted for Barack Obama four years ago. So, and by the way, when you say to them, “Do you think Barack Obama is a failure?” they overwhelmingly say no. They like him. But when you say, “Are you disappointed that his policies haven’t worked?” they say yes. And because they voted for him, they don’t want to be told that they were wrong, that he’s a bad guy, that he did bad things, that he’s corrupt. Those people that we have to get, they want to believe they did the right thing, but he just wasn’t up to the task. They love the phrase that he’s “over his head.” But if we’re—but we, but you see, you and I, we spend our day with Republicans. We spend our days with people who agree with us. And these people are people who voted for him and don’t agree with us. And so the things that animate us are not the things that animate them. And the best success I have at speaking with those people is saying, you know, the president has been a disappointment. He told you he’d keep unemployment below 8 percent. Hasn’t been below eight percent since. Fifty percent of kids coming out of school can’t get a job. Fifty percent. Fifty percent of the kids in high school in our 50 largest cities won’t graduate from high school. What’re they gonna do? These are the kinds of things that I can say to that audience that they nod their head and say, “Yeah, I think you’re right.” What he’s going to do, by the way, is try and vilify me as someone who’s been successful, or who’s, you know, closed businesses or laid people off, and is an evil bad guy. And that may work.”

Okay. My grandparents came to this country without a dime to their name over 50 years ago and I’m not living off food stamps and government aid. Why? Hard work and not being lazy. Were they hurt by the economy? Fuck yea they were. Hurt hard, to the point of tears at the money they lost. Am I on foodstamps and living off government aid? No. You get what you put in.

If you haven’t worked a damn day in your life and you expect everybody else, because at the end of the day the government is basically everybody else’s money its not the governments, to pay for your new iPhone 5, your contacts, dental, healthcare, groceries and salary? Yet you also have about 1 grands worth of tattoos in your family, collectively? Are you out of your Goddamn mind?

I guarantee you if the people relying on government aid, aka everyone else, to live, had a “little fire under their ass” they would not be poor and needing the aid.

HOWEVER, there are always exceptions, bad luck and extraordinary circumstances that cause people to need help. These are the people that need help. 47% of the country does NOT need this help. I would love to see how much of the money goes towards what it is meant for.


There will always be some way around but some regulation is better than none, and the money being spent frivolously.

Everybody seems to want a handout these days. And its not a matter of making a survey and asking people if they want a handout rather than working for it because I’m sure a large percentage would say they want to earn their share but when put to the physical test they’d check out in a second.

What Romney said at this dinner is in no way offensive to the “47%” he is addressing. He is speaking about common sense strategy for his campaign. Why target the 47% of voters who will be voting for Obama solely because the programs he is funding is keeping them alive? These are the voters that are voting for Obama no matter what because of his programs. So Romney stresses the importance of targeting the independent 10% of voters. Makes sense to me. Sounds like common sense. Doesn’t sound like someone who is not giving a shit about the other 47%. Maybe it sounds like someone who is tired of freeloaders.

Nonetheless, I feel like both parties are way to extreme. The Republican party needs to address and regard the middle class more than they do now and the Democrats need to stop trying to feed every hungry mouth in this country in addition to all the ones around the world. Democrats want to spend money they don’t have. How can we spend more money we don’t. We already need to pay over 15 trillion dollars in debt. It is actually really sad that people write out 15 trillion instead of writing the numeric version like this, $15,000,000,000,000. Just so you realize how much money that is.

And just keep this in mind, the US has about over $120,000,000,000,000 (trillion) in unfunded liabilities and these numbers are not slowing down.

It is up to the new generation, my generation, to realize to keep living the way we do; we have to change this.

I honestly would like to retire before I am 90 years old and enjoy some of my life doing nothing like the hundreds of generations before me have.

So vote with some common sense. If you don’t know, use http://www.isidewith.com/ to figure it out.

And when you get a chance, check this out, let it sit, and realize we are not wealthy. We’re fucked.

Thank you.

P.S. Please hate me and this rant/outcry. I love it.

The Art of Being Busy

Being busy is an art. And art closely associated with productivity, success and reward.

Son being busy is getting up at 7 AM. Eating & Driving to Work. Working 8:30-12:00. Driving another 45 min. Eating for 15 min. Working from 1-5 at work #2. Driving home 60 min. Changing & going to a voluntary work from 6-7:30. Eating dinner. And then having time to take a shit, tweet, breathe, send a text, make a phone call sit and think and write a goddamn blog. Then wake up and do it again.

There ain’t many my age chasing the future instead of waitin for it. Mind you, you pompous shit. This is after years of construction 4:30am-3:30pm, school, grave digging and bagging groceries. Now Wale what is ambition? it’s something that runs thru ya veins.

And after it all, I want more. I want a whole lot more. So ask yourself a question? What the fuck did you do all day?


life’s only business


Italian proverb always said.
He who eats alone dies alone.


Words you will bring with you forever..

These wrote these quotes to myself senior year of high school and received them at the beginning of sophomore year in college.


Your glory walks hand in hand with your doom.
La tua gloria cammina mano a mano con la tua fine.

Death smiles at us all. All a man can do is smile back.
La morte sorride a uomo, l’unica cosa che può fare uomo e sorride indietro.

Often the test of courage is not to die but to live.
-Vittorio Alfieri